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Front of the Class

I am taking a class right now on disabilities and one of our assignments is to watch a movie featuring an individual with a disability. the movie i chose to watch is called front of the class. it is about an individual who has Tourette Syndrome and his journey through childhood until now when he is fighting for a teaching job.

the funny thing is as i was watching this movie it was like i was watching my life before my eyes. the things he went through are exactly what i have gone through. even his viewpoints on having a disability are like mine. 

in elementary school the teachers thought he was dumb...like me (just because you have a physical disability does not mean you are dumb.

going on job interviews are horrible...some of the interviewers don't even give you a chance because of your disability (exactly like how so many interviews went for me this past summer)

people stare at him in public because he is different...just like me

however, he and i both agree that our disability has made us who we are today and we would to be the strong individual we are today if we did not have this disability.

if you have a chance please watch this movie. it will give you a little insight into how i feel and what i go through with having a disability. you can watch the whole movie from free on youtube at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8veT5QspylE

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